今天给家里打电话，都说让我五一回国。我就赶紧打电话问机票的事情。当一切即将成为定局的时候我突然不知道为什么有点害怕了。如果买票，下个星期五就到家了。我真的觉得很突然，一时间没有办法接受。

      我问了很多朋友，要不要回去。搞得自己更加没有主张。

      回家，多么美好的事情。可是因为种种因素，害怕回家，又希望回家。

      明天，我会做出最后决定。

      I wish I could be a fool then maybe I won't feel any pain.I am not in the age when I can change cream in a buiscut with some tooth paste.When I saw the laptop lying down on the floor,I really feft I am so stupid.There could be a lot of things I could do to avoid it.But I didn't do it.

      I knew it long long ago that everytime I change my habit,something bad will happen.I always close the bottle,and only last night I didn't.Is it called fate?

      I hope I can pass every exam.That will be the only good news to me.

      Happy April Fool's Day to myself.